Just a simple dinner with you, but am glad i can spend this special day with you.
Been together for 41 months and still counting...

The feeling is very very weird... ):
I hope i can get the right feeling back soon...

After a year, i chanced upon our blog using another acct...
I read the details... the posts you've posted...

It's so sweet... like really sweet (:

You said something like... asking me not to give me on you cause u have never gave up on me.
I have never gave up on you... although i may have all the complaints about you, altho we may be unhappy with each other sometimes... but no matter what happens, i will not give up on you.

I want you to know that being able to love you and be loved by you is something i've always wanted. It may not seems perfect... but it is... somehow or rather.

this period of time may be the hardest for us but i'm sure we can do it...

dont leave me... please.

all i want is you...

Baby, if you happen to read this, i want to tell you... i love you. i love you alot. more than anyone else in the entire world...


I want to be the gf who is always there for you...
someone you can rely on...

My heart aches when i saw how tired u are...

all the months of 'torture' in ocs...

then i felt so guilty... you are trying your best to make me happy yet i am always finding fault on you...

i am a really selfish person.
i only think of myself. i just want to be with you. yet i never think that u need your time too...

it's always me... ):

this isnt an easy journey

but i'm not gonna give up.

all i want is YOU. and only you...

Happiness doesnt last forever.

There will always be time when i'll tear...

I am so comfortable with our relationship...
I wouldnt say it's stagnant anymore... but it's comfortable...

With your presence, our laughters...

All is getting so well... so well...

I wished we can forever be like this and even better (:

iloveyou.

" If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be. "

Thank you baby.
Thank you for everything you have done for me.
Thank you for your love.

You cover blanket for me when i'm asleep...
This lil action shows your love for me...

We will always be together, wont we?

I love you so much baby... so so much...

You mean everything to me... if you leave me, i'll be left with nothing ):
So dont ever leave me alright... lets work hard together for our future...

You + Me = Us (:

I know its gonna sound so cliché but thats the only way i can say it... and i mean it... every word.

I cant imagine life without you... all i want is you to be with me for the rest of my life...

I'm falling deeper everyday...

You are the only love that can makes me fall deeper...

Be back safe by my side... i'm waiting for you, waiting for every weekend to come so you'll be one wk nearer to commisioning...

baby, you're everything i've ever wanted (:

It has been 42 days since baby went into OCS...
I believe he is getting on fine... trying to cope with whatever he is given and he needs to cope and also always giving his best shot for everything he do... he is trying his best, i know! (:

Soon, he'll be going to Paya Lebar AFS and i'll feel so far from him! cannt fetch him into camp alrdy ):

Its ok, i really hope he can go into the unit of the weapon he wants & hopefully its LCC camp! =D

These few months i hope it will pass fast...

He told me he mayb got nights out tmr evening! haha. My brother & dad says i shouldnt meet him... he shld spend the time with his friends ley. ); Should i meet him?! Baby you want me to meet you?

And and... he mayb got block leave in end of Nov! i hope the info is accurate! den we can spend more time tght again! Mayb can go kukup also... hehehe.

I'm looking forward to Friday, for you to book out! =D

Missing you, always...