I'm so tired today...

I'm so fed up and irritated that you took million years to pick up my call...

I'm missing you so much that i teared while on the phone...

Do you rmb there was moments of silence?
I was trying to pack my emotions then.

Baby... i realized how much i missed you these 1.5 weeks...

Come back to me baby...i need you ):

I'm really fortunate to have a bf like you...

i sucks at words.
i have alot to tell you...
but it's just so hard for me to pen down.
you know... i'll end up saying rubbish.

but most imptly,

you just need to know...

i truely loves you baby.

Happy 3yrs 3mths (:

JOYCELYN <3 XIANGUO says:
Okays... on the 8th april 06, i broke
up with my ex, being so sad & emo... i went onto friendster... click &
click, i went to see my other ex's profile... den profile skip skip then i got
to see a paint drawn pic on someone's display pic... its was really nice...
i click the profile... den i see his drawings... damn nice la... ok i msged him in
friendster telling him very nice.. etc.. den we just chatted from
there...
den msn...
den sms
everyday looking forward to his
sms...
one day, he asked me to nyp to play basketball with his
classmates...
another time, we went esplanade tght... first date i wld
say...
we chatted everything...
its was a romantic night
i discovered i
fell deep in love with him...
everything about him...
one day, i deicided
to sms him: heyyy... actually i like you...
den he replied: erm u can come
online? i tell u eveyrthing
den he told me: he think he also get feeling for
me... but mayb fren fren awhile more first.. den tght
den ok lo...
on tt
fateful night.. we meet up to see fireworks at lot1 (art fest or something
de)
it was 25th June 06
we sat on the seesaw nearby, seeing the fireworks
& stuffs...
totally nice!
den we like quite scandalous..
theres
this big round bench... i sat infront of him... and den i whispered to him...
can u hug me?
den he replied: HUH? how to? =X
haha... he so cute
can...
den i showed him how...
and he hugged me from behind...
den when
walking home, i put my hand on his arms...
den slowly we hold hands...
it
was 11plus in the night when i reached home, he smsed me, hey... altho i haven
really aksed u... but i need to ask... are u willing to be my gf?
yupp...
thats all!
=D
so 3yrs 3mths later... here i am typing the story to
u
(:

That phone call means alot...

Just when i needed you most, u called me.
Baby, it means alot... (:


Tonight, although u called me for barely 1min, i think it's quality talk.
You said you missed me & wishes to see me soon...
Awww, baby i missed you too!!! And ren yi xia ok... 4th oct will be here soon =D

Many people doesnt agree to early marriage...

They says, marriage is totally diff from dating...
They says, having children at a young age will be a headache...
They says, i am still young, young, YOUNG... (when 2 yrs later i will be 21?)
They says, i shouldnt be tied down by marriage at a young age...
They says, i will regret marrying early...

But i'm really glad my parents aint the ones who says all these, they actually said the opp. (:

I agree marriage is totally diff from dating, lifestyle will change, everything will change, but we will remain the same to each other, wont be? be it early marriage or late marriage, sooner or later, it is still marriage...

Having children earlier, my mum can take care or even my ah ma can help us take care...

Basically, children are headache to parents throughout the growing process until one day they are able to think on their own what is good and bad. so it doesnt really matter if you give birth early or later.

And yes, i am young, now. but not 2 years later...

So what does it mean by tied down by marriage? no freedom? tied down by children? i think it is just another phase of life (:

I wont regret. Like my parents, they didnt regret! My mum married at 19, gave birth to me at 20. Soon, her daughter is getting married when she is just hitting 40. As long as the couple knows how to maintain the marriage, compromise, honest and trust, i believe all will work out well...

well, we will discuss this issue again... after 9 mths (: i wont be sure if i'll change my POV when i start working... hahaha.

and seriously, what is wrong with signing on?! why must people give negative comments? it's a career isnt it? those people should just shut up!


Bii ah... when you're not with me, i seems so much stronger. I'm not sad you're in ns. I'm so proud of you! (: i look forward to seeing you on 4th Oct my dear... i miss you, plenty.

I'm missing you...

DAY2.

Baby, i miss you so much! hope u are doing fine now.
i know the training is gonna be tough but must endure ok!!!

must jiayou jiayou jiayou =D

i love you.