it's time not to hold so tight, my kite will break one day...

I've been struggling...

It seems like a major decision to decide yet i cant really come up with one.

i thought i was cool with decisions, i thought my mind was clear. now i know i aint. cause i'm struggling. struggling to make the 'right' choice.

now i can only wait for 1sec, 1 min, 1hr, 1 day, 1 wk, 1 mth to pass... and to see how things go...

this isnt what i want us to turn out to be...

i'm trying...

tmr's the 25th. this whole month wasnt a nice one... how i wish i can erase all these off with a slp... but i cant. it has been edged into my heart, the scar is there...

Time will wash away the pain...
I really hope all these will fade away as time passes...

all i want is to be with you. as long as i still have the chance, as long as i'm still in your heart... i'll change for the better... i believe we will only get better, our love will be stronger...

all i wanted is for you to be there for me...


even if we fails... at least we tried....

I dont know if we're gonna last, but at least for now, we have each other...
We will try our best to keep this going... cause the love between us is still there...

you need some personal space... i'll give you...
you need more freedom... i'll give you...
you needs me to give in... i'll give...

as long as you're still here, there is still hope...

not giving up yet... which i nearly did...

I am still holding... onto you, our love...

I don't know what I'm feeling... Totally lost and confused...
Seems like I'm breaking down... Totally breaking down...
It has never been so bad before... When I close my eyes, I've got the feeling there he won't b there for me anymore... I am tired but I can't slp... You deeper you fell in love, the hurt is much more... I really cannot imagine life without him...

Actually I have no idea wad I'm talking abt... Just feeling so lost...

Time will heal everything... I hope time will amend all the mistakes I've made... Time will wash away the pain... Time will bring us further...

This is when I know, love hurts...

It's like millions of needles pricking my heart... Imagination running wild...

Is this just a dream??