I've been struggling...

It seems like a major decision to decide yet i cant really come up with one.

i thought i was cool with decisions, i thought my mind was clear. now i know i aint. cause i'm struggling. struggling to make the 'right' choice.

now i can only wait for 1sec, 1 min, 1hr, 1 day, 1 wk, 1 mth to pass... and to see how things go...

this isnt what i want us to turn out to be...

i'm trying...

tmr's the 25th. this whole month wasnt a nice one... how i wish i can erase all these off with a slp... but i cant. it has been edged into my heart, the scar is there...