i always like looking back...
then i'll realize how much the changes has been... and how much we've grown up to be...

blink blink... 1 yr pass like this...
he enlisted 1 yr ago... i still remembered it was my holiday during poly.
i feel excited going to Tekong but not when everything is ending and we've got to leave... i cant bear to go... he's all alone there with no one he knows. an unfamiliar environment... first few days was quite hard for me... but luckily i've got doris with me... it wasnt easy... but soon enough, i learnt to accept it & live my life as it is... it became much easier for me...

from then on, every weekend was precious to me... cause it means i can see him and i can feel him... while weekdays i can only hear him...

it wasnt that bad afterall...
BMT seems fun for him... sometimes weekends when he book in, i'll travel all the way to pasir ris to send him to the bus terminal. thinking back... it's quite stupid... yet i did it. =/ to him mayb it's just pure troublesome but to me, i just wish to spend a lil more time with him... and sometimes, i'll wait at pasir ris for him to book out... at the bus stop i'll sit there waiting... it's just so relieve and glad when i get to see him come down from the bus... him telling me what he did in tekong and all... i dont find it sian... rather quite interesting for me...

then came his POP at Tekong... this time rd, i'm so happy that 3 months have passed...but during this 3 mths, he made a major decision, he signed on. not that bad... i encouraged him to do it too. he was given block leave and we went on a holiday to Genting with eunice & shiwei... nice holiday... have some fun & relax over there...

then he got into OCS. first 3 weeks confinement... but the 3 weeks pass quite fast... i got used the his army life... 2nd week was OCS visiting day... so glad to see my precious in no.4, so smart! soon after, a few months in OCS, then he went to AFTC at paya lebar... remembering my daddy will drive him in during most of his book ins... then we will have dinner together... counting down the weeks in AFTC... then come his pre summex & summex... eventually he got through all...

Grad ceremony was held at air force museum and that is where he got his sword... now back in OCS and guess what? 5 more days to his comms parade...

this is really really fast...

and i am so glad he still loves me as ever and we're still going strong... i promise i'll be here for him... thru his darkest period, and i hope i did...

recently i feel that he isnt that happy...
and i tght it got something to do with me... i dont know?