You no longer have the patience you used to have.
No matter what's the reason, in ur eyes I'm just that unreasonable.

Not that anymore.
Not that xg I used to know.
Not that ky u used to know.
It's not the us in the past anymore D:

sometimes I wished I can go back to what we used to be... To the younger us, who lives in the fairytale we are in, nothing much to worry about. Purely love. Believes that as long as we have each other, nth else matters...

Don't tell me look forward to the past, adapt to the change. Thanks but I know tt myself.

This is just simply a... Emo post.

Do u still love me as much as before my dear?

I am unhappy yet i cant show it out.
sighh.

okay, just swallow all the 'bu shuangs' down and all will be fine.

hope i'll be better after a sleep.

Now i finally know how you've been feeling all these while...
Other than sorry, i dont know what else to say.
It's too late to regret what i've done, the pain the stress i've inflicted on you.
I'm selfish, i only think about myself but i never cared how you felt.
I do things for the benefit of 'us' but den actually it's only me...
I never thought that what i want may not be what you want.
I always think that everything will go as what i had expected it to be... that easy but it's not.
It's not anymore...
I'm so guilty.

I'm really sorry to you... really really very sorry... but i know it wldnt help by saying sorry anymore but still i am, 对不起.
)":

I dont know about you.
But for me, if i dont get that kind of enthusiasm from you for something, i'll feel so sian.
Like no motivation for me to do something for you, cause i feel that i'm not appreciated.

I thought to myself... if you dont really give a damn about it, den why should i?
Sometimes i just envy those girls whom boyfriend really plan on what to do for some special occassions. like some romantic dinner or wadsoever.
But for me i can only think of ... how i wish my bf would.... blahblahblah....
Surprises didnt really work out for me cause i'm a BIG spoiler, unless u're a really GOOD planner den things will be diff. But no ):

my fren asked me: "will you cry if ur bf propose to you?"

i dont know? mayb? mayb not?

but will it even happen? mayb it'll be vice versa, i'll go to him and say :"can you please marry me?"

sometimes i wished my dreams can come true... (not the bad ones la) but those very sweet dreams...

Ya la ya la i know, nothing is enuff for me.

I just want to spend all the weekend with you...
Just two of us will do...

i love you