Now i finally know how you've been feeling all these while...
Other than sorry, i dont know what else to say.
It's too late to regret what i've done, the pain the stress i've inflicted on you.
I'm selfish, i only think about myself but i never cared how you felt.
I do things for the benefit of 'us' but den actually it's only me...
I never thought that what i want may not be what you want.
I always think that everything will go as what i had expected it to be... that easy but it's not.
It's not anymore...
I'm so guilty.

I'm really sorry to you... really really very sorry... but i know it wldnt help by saying sorry anymore but still i am, 对不起.
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