I dont know about you.
But for me, if i dont get that kind of enthusiasm from you for something, i'll feel so sian.
Like no motivation for me to do something for you, cause i feel that i'm not appreciated.

I thought to myself... if you dont really give a damn about it, den why should i?
Sometimes i just envy those girls whom boyfriend really plan on what to do for some special occassions. like some romantic dinner or wadsoever.
But for me i can only think of ... how i wish my bf would.... blahblahblah....
Surprises didnt really work out for me cause i'm a BIG spoiler, unless u're a really GOOD planner den things will be diff. But no ):

my fren asked me: "will you cry if ur bf propose to you?"

i dont know? mayb? mayb not?

but will it even happen? mayb it'll be vice versa, i'll go to him and say :"can you please marry me?"

sometimes i wished my dreams can come true... (not the bad ones la) but those very sweet dreams...

Ya la ya la i know, nothing is enuff for me.