today's work was OK.. but i dunno what happen.. 7++ i have to go to the toilet 3 times in 1 hr..
then from 8++ onwards.. i start to have headache.. almost to the verge of vomiting..
i always didn't wanted to trouble baby anything..
always be some1 who doesn't depends on any1..
but at that moment while i do closing from 9-945..
i really wish she was by me..
i guess i m nt that strong after all...
but its ok anyway..
if i fall i noe i got her to catch me haha..
vice versa...
yeah n i got home.. and it seems all better already.. so i'm fine no worries..

i realize 1 thing tho.. i've been having this habit of having a private time alone during the night every single day..
whether is it the journey home after work..
whether is it the journey home after getting baby home..
it is a time where i do reflections on my life..
and i start to reflect on the things that happened, happening or try to predict what may happen..

sometimes i get angry..
sometimes i get sad..
sometimes happy..

i ask myself is this the life i have now what i wanted?
i would say a little yes and a little no..
but well heck.. i shall sort that out some other times..

important thing now is to learn driving as fast as possible..
work n at least have enough for monthly allowance..
spend time with gf..
asking standardz out..
wasnt able to get full house all the time..
but well i guess i will start to meet up with small group jiu hao ba..
or else end up nv meet also..

yup thats all for today.. i shall be off..